I put my life on the line you wouldn’t take that risk for me
我已经孤注一掷 可你不愿为我赴汤蹈火
F**ked up my trust wish I could delete all our memories
辜负了我的信任 希望我可以删除我们所有的回忆
Keep poppin’ these pills I hope it take away my misery
依赖着这些药片 我希望这能带走我的痛苦
I got a dead soul I been facing blunts of my enemies
我心如死灰 我一直面对着我的敌人
Emotions bottled up I don’t know what’s wrong and it’s killing me
情绪压抑 我不知道到底是怎么了 让我饱受折磨
I cut so many off my heart cold as December be
我抛弃了许多 我的心如十二月一般冰冷
My mind keep racing I been overthinking I don’t get no sleep
我的心狂跳不止 我一直胡思乱想 我无法安睡
You don’t understand how hard it was I swear this s**t so deep
你无法理解这有多么艰难 我发誓 我发誓 这让我苦不堪言
I made it to the top and they all looked up in disbelief
我抵达巅峰 他们都难以置信地抬头仰望我
They hate that I’m doin’ better they’d much rather get rid of me
他们嫉妒我做得更好 他们宁愿干掉我
I flex with no regrets ’cause they ain’t show me no sympathy
我无怨无悔地尽情炫耀 因为他们从来有同情过我
I came a long way but I ain’t as far as I’m finna be
我长途跋涉 可是我还没有实现我的人生目标
I promise I’ma die a legend I’ma make sure that you remember me
我保证我会像传奇人物一样死去 我确保你会铭记我
I used to daydream I pictured everything so vividly
我以前做着白日梦 我把一切描绘得如此生动
I had a feeling we’d be rich since the elementary
从上小学开始 我的直觉告诉我们会成为有钱人
My peoples gone got to witness everything they ain’t get to see
我的朋友离开人世 我要亲眼见证他们没机会看到的一切
Long live Maxine I miss your love wish you was here with me
Maxine万岁 我想念你的爱 希望你与我同在
You was a part of me and since you left I’m incomplete
你曾是我生命里的一部分 自从你离开以后 我不再完整
My lifestyle used to be jump shots and sticking D
我以前的生活方式危机四伏
Life overwhelmed me I said f**k school and hit the streets
生活压垮了我 我对学校不屑一顾 在街头摸爬滚打
I devoted my life to that corner just so I can get a G
我把人生献给那个角落 我可以名声大噪
F**k a two-four n***a I ain’t been home and it’s been a week
废寝忘食 哥们 我已经一个星期没有回家
We used to break down eight-balls wishing we could get a key
我们以前分装那些好货 希望我们可以弄到一把钥匙
Was tryna duck that indictment the feds did a sweep
想要逃避起诉 警察全部搜查了一遍
I hope you grippin’ on your gun when them drillers creep
当他们步步紧逼时我希望你紧紧握住你的枪
Lil’ n***a grabbed his first glizzy went on a killing spree
小兄弟抓起他的第一把格洛克枪 大杀四方
Caught him at that red light snoozin’ he thought this s**t was sweet
发现他在红灯的时候打盹 他以为这一切十分美好
If he come from that other side we make him rest in peace
如果他来自另一个阵营 我们让他上西天
I’m way too solid for the gimmicks f**k the industry
我为人正直 不适合这些噱头 该死的音乐产业
